It is inconceivable how quickly a revelation can turn day into night, light into darkness, truth into lies. It is at that point you begin to doubt your own perception of the world you experience every day. What was true and so self evident yesterday is suddenly just a nest of lies, half-truths and betrayal. You could spend the rest of your life trying to sort out the fiction from the reality. There are days when it swamps me and days when life moves on. The moving on is the only answer - some say it is strength - I say what choice do we have? Life moves on with or without us. It would be nice to go to one's grave knowing the truth of one's life - but then the truth of a large portion of my life was never in my own hands it seems. But the truth today is a different matter. It is solely my truth, I'm writing this chapter and the writing and the living goes on.
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Indeed it does. And you do such a great job channeling these thoughts into your creative endeavors. Your honesty gives your work strength
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